4500

happy Halloween =)

This is how a 4500 words essay will make you look like in the middle of the night.

*pulls hair**smiling* coz in the midst of pulling hair got donkey dancing to entertain

*sleepy*

The 4500 words really make me look just in time for Halloween to scare people away. Don't need fancy costume and make up! >.<
I'm so sick of my laptop now. Is this part of university life? Thanks Dr. Goh for your "happy sleepless nights" wishes.

but its all over now =)


A Hyun Bin Comeback! weee~ with Song Hye Kyo! double weeee~

I freaking have no idea how to download kdramas and jdramas with fast speed anymore. I miss clubbox but its not usable in Malaysia anymore. I miss Thunder but I can't download it anymore i dono why. I hate BT its so freaking slow. Can you all please seed this drama so I can watch?? boo!

TURN TURN TURN!

TURN IT IN TURN IT IN!
TURN YOUR HEAD LA!
I TURN YOU ON LA!

boo!!! you know how I've been spending my FRIDAY?! MY WHOLE ENTIRE FRIDAY!!! I've been waiting for TURN IT IN to gimme my originality report for my assignment!

All i did was staring at the turnitin website, press refresh, log off and log in and refresh and refresh and log in and log off.

I'm so deprive of sleep but I dont dare to sleep kay!!!! I'm worried that if I sleep and wake up at 5pm MATILAH AKU!

PFFT!!!!!

What Matters Most

Hi. Essay's due tomorrow and no I'm not procrastinating here. I shall do my best today =)
Last night was just a horrible night for me. Everything suddenly became so clear in mind and I couldn't really comprehend. Catch the irony. A couple of people did manage to make things better and I need to manage the rest myself. Maybe its because its them, or maybe its because I trust them with my feelings.

However, this morning was such a peaceful morning. And I now know what matters most. At least, part of it =) There are people who will always be there when I need to talk to, and I'm guilty for not trusting them enough at the beginning. Although miles apart, its obvious that they genuinely care. Although things are still quite messy and there never will be a solution, but at least knowing them to be there makes things so so so much better.


It is not them that matters most. Not me that matters most. Not money that matters most. Not being materialistic that matters most. Sometimes you just can't buy some thing with all the money you have. They just can't be bought no matter how filthy rich you are. I think I got an idea what matters most to me now. Do you?

Keep searching if you haven't already, and think carefully before you answer yes =)

Off to college! toodles!

我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了 我懂了 不说了 梦远了

Showing Off *smirks*

I'm officially sick of seeing cupcakes now *pukes* And I was there to witness the power of love XD If I were a boy, seriously, I'd just, I dono, buy a cake gao dim. Okay I suck. Hope she appreciates everything he's doing for her *cross fingers*

Anyways, here I am showing off my greatest talent of all. P-r-o-c-r-a-s-t-i-n-a-t-i-n-g with a brain yang sudah dibakar until dono what temperature. I'm like having an oven in my body now boo.

Just realized I haven't done my Spanish essay haha! Muy bien ,muy bien. Alejandra muy bien!
At times like this I really really really... miss you oh shut up!!! =(

so much for ranting. I've turned from a human into a zombie on the 28th of October 2008 and hopefully I'll be human again tml boo.

bye bye. I'll write my essay in the pretty blue paper. T__T
Adios chicas!
and p/s, Troy Bolton's body is damn hot when he took off his shirt in the locker room*shy*

Walking Down the Memory Lane

You know one thing I hate about Sean is he keeps distracting me from doing my assignment. First was his very beautifully designed cupcakes and then now, his primary school's leng lui best friend and his memories. and THAT reminds me of mine and I cant stop grinning now.

I think I have a very unique memory of my primary school years. First of all I'm blessed to have Ker Li jeje and Ah Fai Kor to accompany me since kindergarten till I enter primary school. Both were older than me so they were always there for me to wait for me to go to school together and go home together. Therefore I was never like other kids who cried and cried and kept holding on to their mummy when its time to go into class. Even though we're in different year, I remember there was once we ate McDonalds during recess time together =) I always looked forward to go to school and I wore Ker Li jeje's uniform when I was 3 years old.

My primary school years were divided into 2 parts. First was primary year 1,2 and 3. These three years were the sweetest memories when I have friends like Wai Kee and Siew Li and Yee Teng (who went to CH too =)). There was also this cute girl called Phoebe! We went to the same music center where she did ballet and I did piano. And Shu Zhen whom I had my music lessons with. And Jo-ann our class monitor. and Yong Zhen who went to CH and HELP too but we hardly know each other. And this guy who likes to sing the "char siu pao" song, and the girl who I hated because I need to wipe windows with her and she's damn lazy I had to wipe all the windows XD Gosh the memories are still so fresh I think I can list out most of the people in the class XD

Even though we were only in the same class for 3 years, I still can clearly picture the times when we played Batu Seremban at the corridor, pepsi cola, skip rope, eat our favorite dry sotong and just simply run around carefree-ly. Oh and not to forget our "I dowana fren u adi" and "Eh we're not fren-ing her so you don fren her oso ah!" and "i like you but they don let me fren you so i pretend to don fren you i will call u tonight when we go home ok?" and after that we went cycling in our neighborhood and played badminton together in the evening XD damn stupid~ there was also an event in school during standard 2 and we were having the time of our life putting on the bloody ugly costume and danced on the stage. And I also remember fighting with this guy because his books were on my table. He actually hit me okay wtf! and I hit him back then I cried. When teacher came in we both kena rotan boo! I still remember his name is Joshua! I still can remember his face boo! and and I still remember his leg patah adi some time after the fight hahahaha (but its not because of me =.=).

I also remember the time when I had to leave these people after standard 3 to move up to standard 5. I still remember towards the end of the year, they were passing around notes during class asking me to stay with them to go standard 4 T___T I cant find the notes anymore but I still remember it was a stupid small piece of grey paper haha! They drew crying faces and said they will miss me. *aaaawww*

And so when the new year started, I went into a class with all people older than me. I remember I was damn scared because I knew nobody from this year. And I remember I saw this botak guy and I thought he's a gangster I was damn scared of him boo. But then the first person who talked to me was... *i don remember her name*. One of the very first friends I made in this scary unfamiliar place were Lee Hua and Huai Fong. I remember I forgot to bring my PE t-shirt one day and Huai Fong too, so she called her mum and asked her mum to bring two so that she can borrow me. Yesh its the Huai Fong, the pretty prefect from CH (too). Funny that we somehow grew apart. Then Min Pei, Ah Thong and the rest. Min Pei became my very best friend because we met when I was in standard 2. She was a Standard 3 prefect and she came to our class to jaga us when the teacher was not around. the stupid me dono how I talked to her la at that time. And then there were Siow Yuin and Bryan and a lot more.

With these people there were a lot of first time. First time kena teased by ppl, first time gap zai, first time having bitch fight, first time going on school trips, first time receiving love letter wtf, first time receiving presents from admirer wtf, first time sending presents too *shy*, first time let teacher scold because of kao-ing zai during exams HAHAHAHAHA, first time feeling gan ga, first time believing that our friendship will last until the end of the century and the list goes on.

The one thing that I wish would never happened was I quarreled with Min Pei over some stupid bastard. ahahhahahaha what were we thinking?! Luckily we din mess things up and we're still friends until today *feels proud* I still remember his name! Kai Chen! He was in the basketball team and he looked like the darker version of Kwon Sang Woo okaaay! I remember, it was him and his group of other bastards and us pretty ladies vs another gang of pretty bitches. All we did the whole year round was gossip gossip gossip! We, sitting in our circle, them sitting in their circles and gossip and we had messengers and betrayals and stuff. hahahahaha funny sial!

Now people are all over the place. Some working, some overseas, some still here typing blog reminiscing the old days and forgetting about assignments *points self*

We've grown up and going into adulthood soon. I'm glad that some of us still keep in touch every now and then =) Those stupid days will be kept as our wonderful memories and we shall make more wonderful memories heeeee!

and the Queen shall go to bed now boo!

Bombarded

my sister is officially a criminal. She has been warned by Blogger for not to post links on her blog for people to download songs and Blogger actually took down her entire post and she blur blur thought it must be a mistake and posted it up again. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

hello! What happen to Sharing is Caring?! Shouldn't artists be happy that people are listening to their songs through whatever means they find the song. You think you can sing very well that everybody have to pay so much for a bloody single with only one song in it? Craziness!



and I'm so proud of Chuck Bass in the latest episode XD right into Blair's face this time huh. HAHAHA! He's oh-so-manly when he put on the coat and walked away. *grins*


and I can't stop dancing to Rain's new album Rainism. Good catch! Go check it out.


and then my prom dress is a total disaster okay its not bad but yea. Spanish dancer for Godfather's night? Sounds pretty awesome aint it? kay no comments.
p/s that dress above is nice but that's not my dress.


And HSM3 is out and I can't believe I'm going to pay to watch it. It better be good! *how good can it be...*

Remember this geeky fella from Disney's production Even Stevens? I used to watch Even Stevens and I like laughing at this stupid guy doing disgusting and ridiculous stuff that cracks me up really.


and he's now as manly as ever in Eagle Eye. Omg its such a nice one I love it!


the plot, the effects, the I-Robot idea, the Shia Lebouf, the stupid but smart computer system Aria...
*drools* *faints* I don't care what rumors are there about him out there but he's just drop dead...manly! I'm a sucker for unshaved mustache T__T

and the BFF team wishes you HAPPY DIWALI!
*i'm not frowning, its the scorching sun*
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note to self: I should so start my assignment already. and I should soooo go to Loud! to see Sara dance. wish me luck in both.

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sometimes its the actions that count. Not merely words. Actions must be shown to show sincerity and when its not enough, its all back to what matters most.

Babble

So much for not paying attention in class, I really have no no no idea what to study for for for essay. so screw it! heeeeeee! Too much in mind I just cannot concentrate. I don't know what the hell are you thinking or am I thinking too much so please talk to me asap if u see this and ur heart tingles. and I apologize if my words were too harsh and bitchy.

Why do I always have to feel bad when things happened. Even though I'm the angry one, I have all the right to be angry yet I'm feeling bad for being angry. Wtf is going on! I do have feelings okay! But anyhow... I'm still feeling bad boo. oh damn it! I'm too angelic to be a bitch after all~

So for now, I'm just going to enjoy the next few hours before exam. Bath, and have nice lunch, watch Gossip Girl maybe, dress up and go college. Sit for the bloody exam and go home and anticipate for the lovely long weekend to come. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday. 5 days of holidays yo!

I shall make full use of it to do... assignments BOO!!! I'm glad none of the due dates clashes with each other. They are not even near each other, quite spread out. I should have sufficient time to deal with them one by one and score. So if I don't? ohh too bad for me T__T

Can time pass faster?! I wana fly adi okay!! Its such a pain in the ass seeing other ppl already arranging their accommodation with their future universities. boo!!! And I have to wait wait and wait until dono when~ can UNSW faster reply me!!!!!

Tagged

Birthday: 18th November

Sex: Female

Ever fell off the bed: Haha haven't you?

Fell in love: Yuppers!

Got into a fight: Yeah.

Pissed in your pants: haha i think so. But not anymore.

Flirt with someone: Yeah haha *shy*

Broken someone's heart: yes? boo.

Got raped: I won't be sitting here doing this if my answer is yes.

Are you..

Having snails for dinner: Nope but can I? Escargots are love!

In love: don't think so. trying not to at least =)

Thinking of the person you're in love with: (question irrelevent XD)

Happy with your life: Yes and No but trying to (Tay, 2008)

Good Looking: That's up to you to decide and you better say yes? hahahaha!

Hot: I'm cold.

Did you..

Slap someone before: Nopes!

Beat up someone: Nopes! *i'm such an angel XD*

Eaten a snail: Oh yes! yuuuum~~ (What's with the snail questions?! *should I have escargots for dinner? hmm..*)

What do you wanna do before you die.
I don't wana die so fast can? I still haven't experienced enough yet! I guess I want to try out whatever I can try before I die, legally and morally right activities I'm talking about *duh*

Who do you wanna be with now: Tin (i miss that woman boo)

Are you fit or healthy: Fit and healthy ha!

Are you lonely now: Nope!

Who can you trust your secrets with: My Sister. Tin. and some other people whom I trust. I don't think I have a lot of deep dark secrets anyway. and I easily trust people T__T

Favorite song: No particular favourite song.

Favorite drink: Milo

Talents: Is procrastinating a talent?

Interests: Collecting pretty pencils and notebooks, checking out fashion blogs, stalking people and imagine myself as gossip girl XD, Play the piano, read chic lit, get sweaty (when I'm in the mood)... ...

Tagging: Sara, Tin, Linz, Bun

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I don't know what's gotten into me lately. I feel bitchy so stay out of my way. Maybe its the time of the month. Or maybe its midterm. Or maybe its you who likes to be so co-incidental with me.

Oh wells, not everyday is a Sunday =) so I can't be so angelic everyday LOL

Nites world~
alexa
xoxo *heehee*

Ze Sunday Morning

This morning I woke up and the first thing that came to my mind was not suppose to be what I need to be thinking. I really believe that the first thing/thought/person/song that comes to my mind every morning determines my mood for the rest of my day ya know. but oh whatever! I actually woke up in the morning today haaaaa!!

Anyways, Mum will not be around for a week and I'm already missing her boo. I know I sound like a baby but still... boo! Good thing is, Dad will be around for the whole week so yaaaay! Coz you know why? My breakfast will be well taken care of heeeee! Like this morning, the first smell I had was from the pan mee he dapao-ed for me. okay I'm such an unfilial daughter I should be the one preparing breakfast for the old dad but... Sorry I'm not a morning person haha!

And one more thing that Dad is at home, I have English newspaper to read. haha and so flipping through The Star, my jaw literally dropped when I read this week's Otakuzone of Star Variety. Two full pages on the Japanese Gothic Lolita Fashion. And there's actually a Malaysian Lolita Club. Omg!!!!! The way the Lolita fans put it as if the fashion is like its an outlet for the to show their creativity. But what's so creative! I cannot tahan!!! I've been wondering for a long long time why they want to dress up the way they do. If its not for cosplay, why?!

Nandayo! Nandayo?!!I really don't mind the elegant Victorian vintage but when they mix and match it with uh, their own style, I personally think that its a disaster. Or what we always say... LALA! hehehe!

And as I flipped on, I saw the list of Best Selling books in Malaysia and PS I Love You by Cecelia Ahern is 5th in the Fiction Category. *dies* That's the most boring book I've ever read (did I say that before? XD). I've tried reading it again but I fell asleep again. I think the movie is going to be better. And I've yet to watch is *ehem Sarah Sara ehem*

I would like to try this though. --->
Faster holidays please! I'll need to disappear for a while to finish the book heeee =)

Gotta run!

Have fun peeps =)

Back On Track

Yeap yeap! The Queen needs to be back on track to catch up with her studies! Wow the Raya break did make me as lazy as ever.

Needs to be like that once again!

With my new hair of course. I've yet to camwhore a lot with my new hairstyle for some reason. But anyways, thanks for the compliments. wheeeeee! I'm not regretting cutting short =)

And for the overseas people, tadaaaaa!Can't see much here but the hairdresser did a good job and I didn't complain a lot heehee.
What about this?

Raawwrr!

Haha I just realize while webcam-ing with a certain donkey, that I can not only enable voice effect while webcam-ing, I can also do video effect! Rachel it'll certainly freak you out hahahaha!
All hail Dell! heeeeeee!

That's all for now! I gtg, like I said, to be back on track and hopefully I'll have a productive weekend! wheeeeeeee!

and ps I'm loving my new blog skin bleh!

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I'll be waiting all we need to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

Its a love story
Baby just say yes!

Love Story- Taylor Swift

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6 hours later...

I've again proven that I'm the Queen of Procrastination. Anyways, I'm back to rant that I've lost my beloved Pilot mechanical pencil.

First! It was my dear black G-1! Now! its my pretty hot pink pilot Grip! booo!!
I hate losing stationaries that I've been using for so long!! they're a dear to me!!!!!!! Raaaaaaawwrrrrrr!!!!

back to lab report... T__T

love,
Xa.

Dead Tired

Wah the Queen is dead tired. Haven't been so tired for so long. Went US Edu Fair with Sean and Michelle and we had dinner in Jalan Alor wheeeeee! nice nice and I'm so full and I ate so many siham!

Anyways... All I want to say is

BOO!
I don't like this!

Its so stressful to realize that you initially think that everything is settled and done and we all can move on with life then all of a sudden you realize its actually not. Its so stressful and sad at the same time. Its even stressful when you know that there's nothing much you can do about it except to wait.

Its so stupid~ boo boo!

of East and West

Met up with Anne and Pei Pei yesterday and did a whole lot of catch up and gossips. We actually sat and talked for soooo many hours. Tiredness. But it was fun meeting them. Long time no see boo. Nice to see them and... we've grown up...a lot! hahahaha thinking back the old days where you can't just relate the word "rational" to us. Hahaha stupid stuff we did lol. Our St. John days, @!#%$#^# days hahahaha oh what the hell~~ We really did grow out of those haha! We kept talking until we forgot to take pics boo. Anyways, it was fun catching up, the three of us.

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They're back! they're back (with their very ugly hair T__T)! oh wells, a bit the late but they're back in Korea with their new album! wheeeeeeeeeeeee! I so feel like uploading their whole album boo! DBSK I'm talking about! heeeheeheeheeheehee! Faster reach Malaysia laaaaa! so slooooow boo boo boo! I can't wait to get my hand on it already!

01 Joomoon (MIROTIC).mp3

I got yoooooooouuuuuu~ UNDER MY SKIN!!!

03 Noeul.. baraboda (Afterglow).mp3

waaaaaaah! nice ballad! me likey!!!

05 HEY! (Don't bring me down).mp3

heeeeeey don't! bring me down!!! I wana dance sexy to this song hooooo!

12 Love in the Ice.mp3

ha~ ha~ ha~ haaaaah~ korean version yaaay!

And here's another one from Taylor Swift! love love <3

(Credits: Andrea)

Taylor Swift - White Horses.mp3

White Horses

So you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
And I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
And days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus]
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus]
I'm not a princes, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one to sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Here you are your sitting there
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm sooo sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone somewhere who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappears now
Now its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

In Love

Selamat Belated Hari Raya people =)

Maaf Zahir dan Batin ^^

The purpose of todays post is...

tadaaaaaa!

nooo i didn't buy it. which is boohooooooo T__T its reserved by other people. Why are they so fast! Its just been posted up for a few hours and its already reserved. HMPH!

but i like!! I hope the person back out so i can buy it! i reserved the reserved piece hehe ^^ Let me buy la please! I'm very picky and choosy when it comes to pinafore (or is it only pinafore heehee) please la I love this piece T___T

gosh I'm so bad haha. But I really want this piece badly hehe. There's another green one which is...eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek! me want this me want this me want this!

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On another note, I've been addicted to Facebook. Yes I use to hate it so so much. But I can't stop playing the Word Challenge wei! Its so fun so fun so fun!! And I beat Rachel!! heeheehee! I play until I don't wana watch Heroes and Gossip Girl! hahahaha Word Challenge beat GG! What a joke boo!
And and the celebrity thingy... I get to buy so many blinks!! hahahahaha! and Elven blood is so cool! I bought sword and shield and my level is going up! nyahahahahahahahahaha! (=.= no I'm not crazy..just, a lil jakun that's all XD)

Jun haraboji is like my conscience. If he hadn't message me, I'd be like... @@ do I have assignments to do? Seems like I have a lot to do boo. Why am I so lazy. I need to buy that pinafore! Should I buy the green one and dye it black? hhahahahaha! its so cheap wei!
why do I sound like I'm talking to myself?

I hope the holidays never end boo. T__T I don't want to go to school *cries like a standard 1 kid*
boo bye bye~