A Boo Boo Post

Last week was so not my week. boo!
First it was the emo-ness that kicked in, then it was Turnitin, then my beloved XPS kena some i-dont-know-what virus and got BSOD! It was so frustrating I tell you. But then I fixed it! heeee! with the help of http://support.dell.com heeeeeee. Dont need to call also haha. But I still like to complain to every single person I see. You see, I'm the kind of person who just need to rant but I really am capable of figuring things out, sometimes, not all the time hehe.

Then I got the news from a friend that the bf cheated on her. I was like WTH!!!! They've been together for 8 years! And now the bloody bastard turned the arrow towards her as if its her fault for not giving him a chance to be together again. Excuse me Mr. Bitch! You're at fault and she has all the right to don't want you anymore ok! Do you know how much you've hurt her? You bloody bitch don't let me see you I tell you! Don't even let me see your car boo! I don't know what I'll do to you! *KILLS* I still thought you're such a nice guy when we met and I was happy for my friend to have found such a nice guy and you turned out to be a horny the-china-girl-is-too-irresistible bitch boo! You suck la you let China girl seduce you you suck you suck you suck! You're worse than a pig boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo! I don't like you I don't like you I don't like you I don't like you! I was damn pissed! boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo!!! *breathes in and out*

After that when I was driving home, I saw mum's phone in my car. Took a look at it and saw auntie msg-ed and called. I didn't know that this call and message will bring such horrifying news. Pei Wen jeje is sick in US. Very sick. Please pray for her that she will be strong again to fight Lupus. She's only a fresh graduate with a bright future. Give her a chance please boo! She just got a well paid job in Intel, successfully graduated from NTU and is having a loving bf (and so I've heard). So please give her a chance. She leads a healthy lifestyle and she's not like a wild party animal or anything of that sort. She just doesn't deserve this boo boo boo boo boo! Please please please please please let her be healthy again ok? okokokok ok??? OKAAAAY??? BOOOHOOOOO!!!!! T__T

and another thing to boo is today i went into Wendy's and I didn't buy Twisted Frosty T__T too full adi boo boo boo~and later I regretted. Can buy and eat later ma hor! boo boo!

I need bubble tea now boo boo boo boo. Stress! bye bye.

edit: boo~ i just had bubble tea without bubble. HMPH! BOO!!

Idiotic Rant

Cranky Queen lately. Not in the mood to elaborate.

On a happier note, I finally got to open this old locked post. pssst Rachel! I managed to open it ^^
Hehe. Told you I can if I want to. But I wasted 2 freaking hours to do this. And thus this temporary ugly template.

Content Warning: Read at your own pleasure but please don't ask. I'll appreciate that. I just need some place to rant.


I've got to admit, I can't stop thinking about the should haves. I know I shouldn't boo. boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo boo you Alexa Goh. There is no point dwelling on it.
It just feels like, something have been holding you back all these while and you were trying to get rid of that thing. When you finally get to move on and stand on your own feet, a great force just swallow you up and you resume to where you've been dwelling and where you've been trying to runaway from.

So here I am. Standing right here. Stuck. Once again.

Alexa Goh, you're and idiot and you suck, stupid girl.

Future Beholds

It seems that I haven't been blogging a lot lately. Except for the lyrics and tags. Well, I'm freaking fine =) Want some good news? The Queen is going to UQ =) Conditional offer letter came and I'm fulfilling the conditions already so there's nothing much left for me to do except to complete this sem, maintain my grades and enjoy my 5 months left in Malaysia heeeee!

I was freaking out when the letter didn't come a few weeks ago because it was suppose to arrive four weeks after application. I super freaked out again when Sara got the email and I didn't. Screw the wrong email address. So I was really anticipating for this letter to arrive and I was quite excited about it. But when I finally got it, I was... not as excited as I thought I would be. Hehe. For some reasons, I'm feeling uncertain again. boo! I've been wanting to go UQ and when the letter arrive I was asking myself "Do I really wana go UQ?" Screw you Alexa why are you like that! boohoo!

But baaaah. I am going to UQ afterall! heeeeeee! Hope the firm offer letter will arrive soon and I can start planning what I wana do before I leave =) Dad was calculating the costs last night and I wanted to cry when he actually allocated money for me to come back, twice a year somemore boo T__T What have I done to deserve this boohoo. Maybe he'll miss me a lot so he wants me to come back more often hahaha! but where got people come back twice a year waaaan!

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I was reading back my old posts (when I'm suppose to finish my CT assignment T__T) and I can't open the "Greatest Story Ever Told" post anymore. First it was because I forgot the password to access to the post boo hehe. Now that I remember, seems like there's some conflict between JavaScript and my HTML template boo. I tried fixing it but it was no use so, yea. Maybe I'm just not suppose to open it anymore =) small voice: should I try again? hehe I know I can fix it heeee! its only html boo~*i'm genius heee*

Anyways, I'm still feeling lucky to have been where I have been. I'm glad we talked about it and I'm glad that I finally got my answer which I gave up seeking long ago. Funny it just came casually without warning XD
and p/s: that's not the stupidest thing I've ever done =)

And so with that I went to bed without finishing my assignment but I brought nothing too emotional with me into my dreams. I slept well.

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and so future beholds. I need to get back to my dear assignment boo T__T its such a torture la boo!
Adios chicos chicas~ XD

Dutifully Doing D' Job

The Queen is very cranky and is in a very very bad mood now. For no reason. Oh there is a reason. She can't even type a single word for her very first assignment for Critical Thinking. Hell why did she take this subject. Self-torture~ And a handful of issues are running through her mind right now, making her unable to concentrate. *now you can roll your eyes and say "excuses!*

Procrastinate Queen doing her job on her blog =)
Tagged. by Sarah Tay this time. Wheeeeee!

Name: Alexa Goh

Sisters: 1

Brothers: 1

Shoe size: 5 or 6.

Height: 156cm .

Where do you live: Segambut, KL

Have you ever..

Been on a plane: Yeap!

Swam in the ocean: Nope!

Fallen asleep at school: Yeap but rarely heeee!

Broken someone's heart: uh...yea?

Fell off your chair: Yes! and only once!

Saved e-mails: yeap!

What is your room like: orange =)

Do you..

Believe in love at first sight: Not really.

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Who was / were the last person(s)..

You danced with: uh, when was the last time i dance? form 4? heeee oh no! with the JJ3 bunch! was that even a dance~~~ haha! eh no! with Tin! yea that's the last time~ heeeee!

Last made you smile: Tin Toh

Today did you..

Talk to someone you like: i like everyone so yea. XD

Kissed anyone: hahahaha! will you believe me if i say yes? Nope!

Get sick: Sick of Microsoft Word can?

Talk to an ex: ex school mate? yes yes!

Miss someone: haha yeap yeap! very much!

Eat: Of course la! Haha.

Random..

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yeah.

Do you want children: Want want~

Do you like your hand-writing: Yea. I like it even though it can get messy sometimes heeee!

Are your toe nails painted: Nope! i need pedi haha~

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: my parent's bed~so warm and secure heee!

When did you cry last: you don't wana know~ haha~

Are you a friendly person: Depends on my mood.

Where is the person you have feelings for right now: Everywhere. haha boo!

Have you ever crawled through a window: Nope! I should try someday heeee!

Can you handle the truth: Yes definitely. I prefer the truth no matter how painful it is.

Who was the last person you cried in front of: My laptop. ok that's not a person. I don't cry in front of ppl unless its an emergency?

How many people can you say you've really loved: 5

Do you eat healthy: Try to la~

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: Ex school mate? yesh! heehee~

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: oh yesh yesh boo T__T

Are you loud or quiet most of the time: Quiet HAHAHAHAHAHA! ok la it depends~

Are you confident: depends la depends~

Are you controlling: DEPENDS LA DEPENDS!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago -

1. Passed PTS with distinction and skipped the year hoo~
   
2. Doing very well in piano
   
3. Swimming my lungs out
   
4. Saying goodbye to my classmates coz I'll be joining the different batch the following year T__T I still remember they passed around notes and said bye to me boo~
   
5. Playing with Ker Li jeje and Ah Fai Gor every evening~my two very first friend since I was born boo~
   

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire -

1. Buy over Volkswagen XD
   
2. Have my own private theater
   
3. Create Alexa Foundation to feed the poor
   
4. Screw rapists and child abuser
5. Invest to grow more billions~
   

5 jobs I've had -

1. Teacher
2. Teacher
3. Teacher
4. Teacher
5. Teacher
   

5 people I tag -

1. Tin
   
2. Sara
3. Rachel
4. Bun Bun
5. Linz
   

You'll be the Prince and I'll be the Princess <3

A Sweet Song to Share! By Taylor Swift heeee!

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Love Story
Taylor Swift

we were both young when i first saw you
i close my eyes
and the flashback starts
im standing there
on a balcony of summer air

see the lights,
see the party the ball gowns
i see you make your way through the crowd
you say hello
little did i know

that you were romeo you were throwing pebbles
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
and i was crying on the staircase
begging you please don’t go, and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you’ll be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

so i sneak out to the garden to see you
we keep quiet because we’re dead if they know
so close your eyes
lets keep this down for a little while
cause you were romeo i was a scarlet letter
and my daddy said stay away from juliet
but you were everything to me
and i was begging you please don’t go and i said

romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
i’ll be waiting all theres left to do is run
you be the prince and i’ll be the princess
its a love story baby just say yes

romeo save me, don’t try to tell me how it feels
this love is difficult, but its so real
don’t be afraid we’ll make it out of this mess
its a love story baby just say yes,

Oh, oh

I got tired of waiting
wondering if you were ever coming around
my faith in you was fading
when i met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

romeo save me i’ve been feeling so alone
i keep waiting for you but you never come
is this in my head, i don’t know what to think
he knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

marry me juliet you’ll never have to be alone
i love you and thats all I really know
i talked to your dad you’ll pick out the white dress
its a love story baby just say yes
oh, oh, yes
we were still young when i first saw you

Tagged

This time, I'm not tagged by Sarah Tay XD its Rachel! its only on rare occasion that this woman will tag so I'm doing it! =)

6 Things I'm Passionate About:
-Family
-Friends
-Myself
-Purses and Bags
-Dramas
-Laziness

6 Things I Say Too Often:
-boohoo
-boo
-bleh
-heeeeee!
-teehee
-i'm a genius heeee!

6 Books I've Read Recently :
-PS I Love You *yawns*
-The Flirt
-Elegance
-The Gift of Fear
-The Moving Finger
-Profile of a Criminal Mind

Songs That I Can Listen To Again and Again:
-Wo Ke Yi -Evan Yo
-Wo Xiang Yao Shuo-Evan Yo
-Zhuan Ji- Wilber Pan
-Avril's

Things I Learned In The Past Year:
-Do not make someone your priority when they make you an option
-World Religion is quite interesting and Miss Yap doesn't bite
-I have a good friend whose name is Dai Lou
-I learned how to maintain long distance relationship, I mean, long distance friendship XD
-I learned that I really really suck at remembering birthdays (so if I remember yours be grateful XD)


6 Bloggers I Tag:
-Tin Toh
-Sarah Tay
-Andrea Goh
-Linz
-Bun Bun
-Vince

Of Dreams and Reality

Tagged by Sarah Tay =) Yes again!
Here I go!

1. At what age you wish to marry?
somewhere after 26 and before 30.

2. Are you straight?
duh!

3. Do you smoke?
nope!

4. What are the things that interest you now?
Moonlight Resonance and Spanish. oh yes definitely Spanish! and Critical Thinking. That means, I'm interested in my studies! hooray!

5. List out two things that you'd like to do now.
Watch Moonlight Resonance and relax and enjoy my long weekend XD

6. How old are you?
Turning 19 this November!

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
Clothes!

8. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
hmm, I don't know? Well I guess not coz I believe you need to get to know the person before falling in love.

9. Currently into?
Moonlight Resonance? and Spanish and Social Psychology and Critical Thinking. I'm serious! I'm damn into them I don't procrastinate anymore! *feels proud* poor Bio boo!

10. Getting married is going to heaven or grave?
Heaven! How is it grave my gosh! Its so beautiful for two person to tie the knot and do everything together. and and its so wonderful that its fated only THAT person can spend the rest of the life with you but not any other random people. Isn't that amazing?

11. How many kids do you want?
2 or 3.

12. Are you in love?
nope! can't say I am. =)

13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
the restaurant near my house boo.

14. Name the latest book you bought?
Critical Thinking Text Book.

15. Do you believe in open book test?
haha I don't believe in it coz it defeats the purpose of a test! but then again, who doesn't love the idea of open book test boohoo!

16. Chocolate or Strawberry?
Chocolate. But it'd be nice to have melted chocolate on strawberries mmmmm~~

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
The Colorful Wolf. (coz he owes me chocolate strawberries boohoo!)

18. The most exciting place you want to go?
Disneyland!

19. Which quality is more important in a lover. Looks or personality?
Personality.

20. What kind of wedding do you want?
White wedding! Everything shall be in white and preferably on the beach during sunset *dreams* and my wedding has to have mascots of Disney characters like Mickey, Minnie, Goofy, Donald Duck, Stitch and so on. I wanted to get married in Disneyland but on second thought, nah. So bring the mascots to my wedding la! Is it possible to get Simba? I love Simba! and Timon and Pumba! Yea they have to be invited to my wedding! But I don't want princesses to be at my wedding coz I'm the princess of the day. heeeeee! After the whatever ceremony during sunset, it should be night time and we can have beach party! Then hopefully I can see shooting stars that night with my newly wed husband. heeeee!

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back, to the reality. So today was Bio Lab after an early, interesting debate on the sea cucumber analogy in Critical Thinking class XD

We're suppose to study a sample ecosystem. We spotted a nice place with lots of insects beside kpd e so that we did our study there! We sure had fun listening to Sara screaming whenever we try to put an insect into the beaker!

can you see those things crawling? eeek!

some fungi and soil

the sample ^^its a leaf! its an arrow!
Carol and I sucking the insects out! nah just kidding.
I'm in the lab coat!! did you realize? Finally I get to wear the lab coat! happee happee! XD

well we din need to wear the lab coat today. I just wore it for fun XD
Darn I'm starving! Baskins here I come!
Adios and have a nice weekend people!

Little Miss Variety

It started off a pretty awesome day today. Guess what? I headed to Sungei Wang with Sarah and Sara today =) Sungei Wang, the place I use to resent the most. Well, today I had some pretty awesome time buying stuff in Sungei Wang. The prices are just too a.w.e.s.o.m.e you'll feel guilty for not buying haha *oops~* They are the cheapest of the cheapest man! You know, Topshop, Forever 21, MNG, Zara were always the must-go-in places when I shop. But then lately, maturitysomething strikes and going into these places made me feel guilty when I go home heehee. Money not easy to earn leh. Especially when seeing my poor Dad reaching senior citizen age but still having to work his ass off to feed us T__T. So, tuned down a bit and shop in boutiques like Cats Whiskers, Mooie, Little Black Book and so on. Although prices are a bit cheaper, bills were still quite high. The next cheaper thing to do is go online shopping. Now the prices are heavenly. However, transactions are too troublesome to me, me no likey =( Now? haha! Sungei Wang is just more than heaven. Its the cheapest of the cheapest of the cheapest. rm15 for a decent college cloths! What more can you ask for! RM 20 for a cardigan! But of course, quality wise of course a bit different la. But can wear can adi la.
That's all about today =)

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Recently, or rather, stepping into September, a lot of things have come to a closure and I'm glad about it. I find myself learning to let go a lot of the little things that use to bother me a lot. Its good that things had finally come to an end. I also find myself a lot more happier and I think I've somehow changed a little. Well, change is good and I'm ready to embrace the slightly new me. After all that have happened, after all the struggling, after all the intrusive thoughts, I hope I will resume to the once passionate and brave me. I would like to think that I've put myself into a stupid position for quite some time now. Its time to get out of it and I'm seeing myself walking out of it already =)

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Thanks to Sean, I am now able to catch up with Moonlight Resonance!

and Gossip Girl Season 2 is out! happee happee =) I wouldn't say its the most awesome tv show I've ever watched but still... its good !

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Random fact of the day: My Social Psychology text book actually uses the movie "Legally Blonde" as an example throughout the whole book. I just thought its funny hehe. "Bend, and snap!" hahahaha!

well the Queen is going to retire for the day! No, the royal highness needs to prepare tutorial for tomorrow. boo!
Nites world.

On This Day

On this day, A little boy was added into the family of four and brought more joy. Completing the family with a son, a very impatient son who just love things with wheels.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIUS!

you shall grow up and become a handsome young man heeheehee! And I will always be regretful for not being there to laugh at you when your voice turn deeper once you hit puberty boohoo. nevermind. Got skype heeee!

this is you painting your bicycle =)

and when I leave, you'll miss us fighting during dinner every night. Nobody's going to tickle you and put your fork to some other dishes to irritate you anymore muahaha!

this is us fighting by the roadside XD

and this is the three of us =)
~with love~
da-je-je ^^
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Well to be fair, today's also another person's birthday. A shout out to Handsome Lim (yes he actually introduced himself as Handsome Lim XD). Happy Birthday you! its nice knowing you =) Stop zi bi-ing in class already! And why you still don't understand what is "boohoo"?! ahhaha!

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and the Queen is feeling a bit like a loser today. Well, we all have to move on and hopefully we've all learned something from it. After several months of struggle, finally decided that something has to be done. So its an official Goodbye to Food Busters tomorrow. Special thanks to Mr Loh from DSA who loves his three musketeers so much hehe! Sara, Rachel! He actually called us Darlings! But three musketeers will only work as three musketeers. No more, no less. =)

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Slogan of the day: Guys are Pigs! XD

On a Public Holiday

Stuck. Unable to move forward, its even impossible to fall back. That's stuck. And that's how I'm feeling now.
How do you actually get your message through? That message is not just a message. Its something, alarming, in a way. How? I wonder.


and the banner says it all. Don't. You'll end up being all hurt and disappointed.

And of course! Avril came, and left. Like it or not, she simply rocks. Now who said she can't sing live? (i did...) hehe. But I was there to witness her awesomeness. teehee! She played guitar, piano and even the drum. No jumping around and wearing skirts though. She calls it "respect the country (Malaysia)". Now I wonder if the country learn some respect too.
Pics to be uploaded later, credit (in advance) to Emelia =)

Its been a productive day today *pats back* I shall remain stuck and continue stoning, work hard through this semester and leave the country quietly.

They can take tomorrow
and the plans we made
they take the music that we'll never play
all the broken dreams take everythin
just take it away
but they can never have yesterday
-Yesterday by Leona Lewis-